experimenting with a little different style here...
she smiles and
she smiles at him and
he turns around and
she blows him a kiss
and he ignores her
they finally talk and
she finds out that
he tried to kill
himself last year
she doesn’t know
why anybody would
do a thing like that
ever
he teaches her how
to forget about life
and think about things
that are beyond us
he teaches her how
to use pain as a
drug that doesn’t
cost shit
she understands
then why anyone
would not want
to live
and she realizes
that she never thought
about life in the way
it was meant to be thought
of